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Name [Oct. 17th, 2004|10:40 pm]
[mood |relaxedrelaxed]
[music |some Jazz on TV]

Since everyone else did it, I figured I would too!


Maria
Form of MARY. the perfect one


Name Origin: Egyptian
Number of Syllables: 3.00
Gender: Female

More interesting facts about the name Maria:

Lucky Number: 6
Ruling Planet: Venus
Element: Earth
Primary Color: Indigo
Traits: Gentle and refined; pleasant and sociable. Usually good looking. Natural peacemaker; able to soothe ruffled feelings. Often experiences difficulties in financial fields. Excellent as a host or hostess. Friendly and agreeable.

http://www.thenamesite.com

Not a surprise that mine is the same as Melissa's. People always mix us up. Weird.

My break is going pretty well so far. It already seems too short though.
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Good mood [Oct. 9th, 2004|04:53 pm]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Ice Ice Baby]

I'm in a good mood so I figured I'd write before I get into a bad mood. Things are going ok in life. I am just kinda letting things flow with everything. My classes have gone well so far and I've been doing just enough work to get an A in each of them. Now the finals will determine if that work was enough. We'll just have to see.

Things with Junior and me are kinda confusing. I still love him a lot and I know that he loves me lot and he would come back to me in a heartbeat if I asked him to. For now, I don't want to do that. I am not planning on being with anyone else for the time being, but I like being single. I just want to live up the young years while they're here. I want to always feel young in life but there will come a point where I want to settle down and "be young" with someone else. It's just not right now.

The social life is still going well. i'm hanging out with I8 girls tonight which is always a good time and i had an awesome time last night with Melissa and Emily, Jack, Pratap and Stu at the Atrium. It was a little sketchy but it was a lot of fun. I just wish that the music wasn't that loud and that people actually knew how to dance rather than just shake their boobs and asses (the nasty girls on stage). Thats what I miss about the clubs in Costa Rica. People actually knew how to dance. You guys were awesome dancers though!! i hope that Spain is like that. We're going to have so much fun!

Thats all for now. Happy Homecoming!!
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The truth about the stain.... [Oct. 3rd, 2004|10:19 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Everytime - Brittany (I'm awful)]

So the other night I was going out and it was a bit chilly so I decided to wear my white jean jacket but then I remembered that It had a blue stain on the front and back. Thus I changed my mind. I got this stain in Costa Rica 3 months ago, and at the time I had no idea where the stain came from. Now I know...

I woke up this morning to the same stain...dn...dn...dn...

It was my scrunchy! I bought a handmade, crocheted scrunchy in Costa Rica one weekend because I forgot all of my hair elastics back at our apartment. As i remember, that weekend was filled with "interesting" adventures. This is just one thats come of it I guess.

So thats the saga of the stain...I now have stains on two pieces of clothing from this thing. Moral of the story - don't put a dye-running hair tie on wet hair and not expect a stain!
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Yay for hw being done [Sep. 28th, 2004|01:07 am]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Break Away - as usual]

So I'm in a really good mood right now. My homework is done and it took very little effort. Time yes, but effort no, which is awesome because that's what homework should always be. I don't mind if homework takes me a long time if I know how to do it.

As for life - thats going pretty well too. I told Junior that I'm definitely not going to Brazil with him which was a difficult decision to make since the trip was already planned but it was something that I had to do. Now i can work during that time and go to Spain in March!! Yay! And now I can actually move on in life...

I can't wait for this term to be over but its going ok right now. In general it has been going by pretty fast because I've been spending it with awesome people.

Just a note about this weekend - it was the most fun I've had in a long time. Thank you so much for coming Matt. I love spending time with you. And thanks to everyone who went to the lake. That was a blast. And thanks for sleeping over my house because I love hosting people!
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Confused I guess [Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:55 pm]
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[music |Commercials on the radio]

Ya so I've always had this problem ... I want to save the world. I always want to fix everyone's problems. In camp when i was younger, they called me the camp psychologist because that's all I would do is talk to people about their problems. There was always so much drama between boyfriends and girlfriends and friends in general. I'm starting to feel the same way now except for the fact that I have problems too and I'm also getting helped by some close friends.

I guess its a good feeling to be so close to people but its also kinda depressing that we've become close because of all these problems. I'm thinking though that in the end, every single person involved in the drama will be a stronger person and have stronger ties to everyone else involved. I guess everything that i'm saying seems kinda vague but its better that way because it doesn't matter who I'm writing about. When any of us as humans go through difficult situations it just makes us stronger in the end and that is what we always have to keep in mind.

Personally, I'm very confused. I have major problems with males. i don't know what to do with them. I currently have feelings for three different people that are simultaneously going through my head. Its not a good feeling - why can't I control my own thoughts? I don't need three - I don't need any of these men. I guess people keep saying that I need time alone to figure things out for myself but the truth is that I've had a lot of time to figure things out for myself and I don't really want to be alone, but I also don't want to mess with other people's lives. I don't want to have to make a decision about things - I want everything to just fall into place. Unfortunately, that doesn't just happen - or at least the right way.

And why do people have to get pregnant? ... that sucks!!

Please use protection - it does the body good!
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Today [Sep. 20th, 2004|02:47 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]

So I'm having a good day today. I have a perfect 100 average in thermo right now and i have a midterm on Thursday to screw that up but even so i feel like I can easily get an A in ythis class which makes me very happy.

In my other class, Biomaterials, I had a test today which wasn't too bad. I think I made a few mistakes but it was my own fault for not memorizing a couple of things - all in all I think I still have a chance at an A and if not I'm still happy with my work.

Aside from school, the drama in my life is dying down a little. Junior and I are doing pretty well with the friends thing and we want to start hanging out more as friends would rather than just chilin - like actually doing non romantic things. I don't know if that makes sense.

An a totally different note, I'm trying to decide what I should do with hair without totally chopping it off. Anyone have any ideas?
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A bit confused [Sep. 19th, 2004|02:53 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |"All the way down..."]

So I had a really good time last night with my I8 girls but I'm a bit concerned that not everyone there was having a good time and that bothers me because i always want everyone to be happy - especially because it was at my house and I felt like I needed to make sure everyone was comfortable.

I feel like lately assumptions are being made by others about my thoughts which are totally wrong. I honestly don't have anything against anyone and I usually don't. I'm not one to hold grudges. Once I'm upset with someone it lasts a day and then goes away unless I feel like they have a problem with me. I'm obviouslty feeling like people do have a problem with me and I don't know what I did so I can't "fix" it. Can we all just be friends and forget about whatever it is?

On a happy note... I had a great time playing Balderdash at the retreat and of course at lunch today. I was just a little sad that no one wnated to come into my car except for Emily, which is awesome because I got to get to know Emily a little better but not cool because I felt a little unloved by the others. I love you all - I just don't understand if its something I did or said and I'm sorry if it is. Enough blabber...
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Last Night and Today [Sep. 18th, 2004|03:51 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |Greek Music - obviously the best]

So we'll start with last night. I had a good night at work (at Filene's) because it was busy enough that I wasn't bored but not too busy that I felt like the place was a mess. i got out of work around 10:15 and went to Melissa and Sarah's place to pick them up for the Crow '80's party. We went to my house so I could get ready.

We danced a lot to awesome music with awesome people. I had a really good time considering that I usually don't go to Frat parties because I uaually don't have fun. Its all in the company you keep though and of course the music!

We left the party at around 1:30 and walked home. I took a shower and called Junior and we had a really good talk. We are both happy with our situation right now and it really helps that he's being mature about everything. I'm happy to keep him as a friend.

This morning I cleaned my whole house thoroughly for the I8 retreat tonight (and because it needed to be cleaned) Now lets just hope that it stays clean!! Tacos for dinner tonight. I'm excited!!
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Fridays Are Awesome !! [Sep. 17th, 2004|03:27 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |"I'm like a bird..."]

Ya there's isn't much thats gone on today to make Friday so special cause I've been sleeping every chance I've gotten but I'm so happy that the weekend is here. I had an awesome time last night with a bunch of friends that have really been awesome so far this year and I'm sure that they're going to make for a great "rest of the year".

Now that I'm single I feel that its more important to socialize so I'm not lonely and become a hermit. Its definitely been great getting to know people better and I'm so excited to get to know the I8 girls better tomorrow night at our retreat! Yay I LOVE A CAPPELLA!!
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Wow it's been a long time [Sep. 1st, 2003|03:17 pm]
so I haven't written in a long time which is not entirely my fault but I'm back and ready to roll. ok excuse the cheesiness. Let's see. I'll start with an update of what my upcoming year looks like. Right now I am taking three classes (we go on 7 week terms, 6 classes / semester). My classes are cell biology, human Anatomy and physiology, and fundamentals of biomechanics. Yes I go to a math and science school. For work-study, I'm working in the mailroom and for non work-study I'm tutoring chemistry in a program called MASH (Math and Science Help). That means that I tack on an 8 o'clock chem class so I can work with the prof and know what they're doing in class. Aside from all of the work, I'm music director of Interstate 8, our all female a cappella group and fund-raising chair of Alden Voices, our female choir. I'm also Vice President of the music association but I don't know what we're doing for that now because I haven't been sent any emails. So lets just say I have a pretty full schedule ahead of me so if you don't hear from me for a while, you'll know why.
Now for something a little more interesting: I went to New Jersey this weekend with Junior and his brother Marcone to visit on of their other brothers Reginaldo and his wife Giordana. It was an awesome trip and they were great hosts. We went to church with them both Saturday night and Sunday night and we cried both nights. The spirituality and familiness of the church community was amazing. It's a christian church called CEDA. I don't know exactly what that stands for because it is in portuguese. All that was spoken was Portuguese but they had a translator there who speaks into a microphone while we English-speakers listen through a head set. Normally I'm not very religious and I keep to myself about religious matters but the way religion was displayed by this church was fun and entertaining, touching and inspiring, relaxing and comforting. I loved it. Thank you Regi and Gigi.
For now I think I'm done and I promise I'll do my best to try and keep updating.
Maria
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